Chapter 10

The sun came up bright and warm on Freddie’s real first birthday.
I woke up at seven a.m. to the sound of laughter coming from the backyard.
I pulled on jeans and a t-shirt, walked out the back door, and stopped.
The backyard was unrecognizable.
Gone were the folding tables and empty beer bottles and the ghost of Teresa’s parties.
In their place: a bright blue bounce house. A table covered in streamers and balloons and a giant chocolate cake with “HAPPY BIRTHDAY FREDDIE” written in messy frosting.
Amy was there, wearing the blue dress I’d bought her all those weeks ago, her hair falling soft down her back, laughing as Lila chased Freddie around the yard.
Freddie was wearing a tiny dinosaur onesie, cake frosting already smudged on his cheek, screaming with joy.
My dad was at the grill, flipping burgers, talking to Amy’s dad like they’d been friends for years.
Amy’s mom and Linda were sitting at the picnic table, putting the finishing touches on plates of food.
Detective Reyes was there too, holding a wrapped present, grinning as Freddie ran over and grabbed her hand.
My boss was there, with his wife and two kids, carrying a giant bag of toys.
Amy saw me, smiled, and walked over.
She wrapped her arms around my neck, kissed me slow.
“Happy birthday to our boy,” she said, soft.
I kissed her again.
“You look incredible,” I said. “That dress was made for you.”
She blushed, the way she did when we first started dating.
We spent the whole day outside.
Freddie opened his presents: the silver “F” pendant from me, a tiny soccer ball from Lila, a stuffed bear from my dad, a hundred other toys.
He smashed his face into his cake, got frosting in his hair, his ears, his eyelashes. Everyone cheered.
We ate burgers and potato salad and cake until we were stuffed.
Around sunset, everyone started to pack up to leave.
My dad pulled me aside before he left.
He handed me an envelope, thick.
“What’s this?” I said.
“For the bills,” he said. “The past-due mortgage, the electric, all of it. It’s enough to cover everything and put a little aside for Freddie’s college. It’s the least I can do. I missed twenty-five years of your life. Let me help you start this new one right.”
I tried to give it back.
“Dad, no, I can’t—”
He pushed my hand away.
“Please,” he said. “Let me be your dad. It’s all I’ve ever wanted.”
I hugged him, tight.
“Thank you,” I said, voice thick.
He smiled.
“I’m moving to Nashville next month. Got a job lined up. I want to be here. For you. For Amy. For that little monster covered in cake. If that’s okay with you.”
“More than okay,” I said.
Everyone left soon after.
Amy and I cleaned up the yard together, Freddie asleep in his stroller, the last of the sun painting the sky pink and orange.
When the yard was clean, we sat down on the back porch steps, side by side.
Amy leaned her head on my shoulder.
“Remember that day you came home early?” she said, quiet. “I thought my life was over. I thought I’d never be happy again.”
I wrapped my arm around her.
“I know,” I said. “I thought I’d lost you both. I’ll never forgive myself for not seeing what was happening sooner.”
She turned, put her finger on my lips.
“Stop,” she said. “You didn’t know. She was good at lying. But you saved us. You called the cops. You believed me. You fought for us. That’s all that matters.”
She smiled, looking out at the yard.
“I’m starting a small baking business,” she said. “From home. Cakes, cookies, all that stuff. A bunch of the neighbors already asked me to make stuff for their kids’ parties. I already have three orders for next week.”
I grinned.
“That’s amazing, baby. I’m so proud of you.”
Freddie woke up then, fussy, rubbing his eyes.
I picked him up, bounced him on my hip.
He looked at me, eyes big and bright.
“Dada,” he babbled, clear as day.
Then he turned to Amy, reached his little arms out.
“Mama.”
We both froze.
It was the first time he’d ever said either word.
Amy started crying, happy tears, and took him from my arms, kissing his chubby cheeks over and over.
I sat there, watching my wife, my son, the sun setting behind them, our house quiet and safe and ours.
No more lies.
No more fear.
No more Teresa.
We had justice.
We had family.
We had each other.
I leaned over, kissed the top of Amy’s head, then Freddie’s soft hair.
Whatever came next, we’d face it together.
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And for the first time in my whole life…
I was completely, perfectly happy.