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Twenty-Three Letters

Chapter 8: Twenty-Three Letters

Thomas Ashworth arrived at James Mercer's apartment on a Thursday evening carrying a box.

Inside the box were the letters. All twenty-three. He'd found them — not in Victoria's study, which she'd locked after his phone call, but in a second location. A safety deposit box at a bank in Stamford that Victoria maintained separately from their joint accounts. Thomas had known about the box. He hadn't known what was in it.

He'd had the bank open it that morning, over Victoria's lawyer's objections, using a court order that James's attorney had obtained in forty-eight hours. The judge had been persuaded by the financial records, the death certificate, and a statement from Lily.

James opened the box. He removed the letters. They were in envelopes — addressed to Thomas at the firm's P.O. box, each one opened, read, and resealed. Victoria's fingerprints were on every envelope — metaphorically, at least. The actual forensics would come later.

James read them in order.

The first: Thomas. I'm safe. There's going to be a child.

The fifth: She's a girl. I named her Lily. She has your hands.

The twelfth: I know you're not getting these. Someone is taking them. But I keep writing because I need to believe that somewhere, you're reading.

The seventeenth: She said her first word today. It was "more." She always wants more of everything.

The twenty-third: Thomas. The money stopped. I can't pay the heating. She's three years old and she looks like you and she deserves more than this.

James set the last letter down.

Thomas was sitting across from him, his face in his hands. He'd read the letters already — at the bank, standing in the vault, reading all twenty-three in sequence while the bank manager waited. He'd come here because he didn't know where else to go.

"She wrote to me for three years," Thomas said. "She told me about the pregnancy. About Lily's first steps. Her first word. She told me everything and I never saw a single letter."

"Victoria intercepted them."

"Victoria read them. She read a dying woman's letters to the father of her child and she put them in a box and she locked it."

James looked at the letters spread across his table. Margaret's handwriting — the same handwriting he remembered from birthday cards and notes she'd leave on his bunk when they were kids. Neat, slightly slanted, the handwriting of a person who took care with words.

"What are you going to do?" James asked.

Thomas lowered his hands. "I'm filing for divorce. I've already contacted my personal attorney — not the firm, someone independent. The prenuptial agreement has a clause — a morality clause that Victoria insisted on, ironically, when we married. If either party can demonstrate that the other engaged in conduct involving deliberate concealment of material information affecting the family, the terms change significantly."

"You're going to use her own clause against her."

"She concealed my daughter. She intercepted my correspondence. She terminated financial support that resulted in a woman's death. And she hid all of it for twenty years." Thomas's voice was steady. The steadiness of a man who has passed through grief and emerged into something colder and more functional. "The morality clause is the least of what she's going to face."

"And Lily?"

Thomas looked at James. "I want to meet her. Properly. Not in an office with lawyers. As her—" He stopped on the word. "As her father."

"She may not be ready for that."

"I know. I'll wait. As long as she needs."

"She's been waiting twenty-two years, Thomas. You can wait a few more days."


Andrew was at Lily's apartment when James called.

He'd been there every day since his return from London — not staying, not pushing, just showing up. Bringing groceries. Holding Noah while Lily slept. Sitting at the kitchen counter doing something on his laptop that he said was "building a case" and that Lily suspected was also building up the courage to do what he was about to do.

"I'm going to confront my mother," Andrew said.

"Your father is handling the legal—"

"I'm not talking about legal. I'm talking about looking her in the face and telling her that I know what she did. That she destroyed a woman's life, let a child grow up in foster care, and then — when her own son fell in love with that child — tried to make us both disappear."

"Andrew, your mother is dangerous when she's cornered."

"I know exactly how dangerous she is. I spent twenty-six years watching her operate. I know every move she makes." He paused. "That's why I'm the one who should do this."

Lily, who had been listening from the kitchen, walked over. Noah was asleep in the crib.

"Not alone," she said.

"Lily—"

"Not alone. We go together. All of us. You, me, James, and your father."

"My father?"

"He needs to see her face when the letters are in the room. He needs to watch her explain why she let my mother die."

Andrew looked at Lily. At this woman — this woman who was his half-sister and the mother of his child and the daughter of the woman his mother had destroyed — and he saw Margaret. He'd never met Margaret, but he saw her anyway, because Lily had her mother's stubbornness and her uncle's moral certainty and a specific quality of her own that was neither of those things. It was endurance. The particular endurance of a person who has survived everything the world has thrown at her and is still standing.

"Together," he agreed.

"Saturday," James said. "At the estate. All of us."

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"She'll have lawyers."

"Let her. We have the truth. And twenty-three letters from a dead woman asking for help."

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