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Chapter 4 - THE PHOTOGRAPH ON THE TILE

The photograph had been taken six months earlier.

Rebecca was curled beside the bathtub in a robe. An amber prescription bottle lay near her hand. The image suggested overdose, collapse, or neglect.

The truth was less dramatic and still painful.

She had experienced a panic attack after Trevor trapped her in the bathroom during an argument. When he finally left, she took one dose of medication prescribed by her obstetrician during her previous postpartum period, then remained on the cool tile until she could breathe normally.

Emma had been asleep in her crib.

Trevor had photographed Rebecca through the half-open door.

He had never mentioned the picture.

The medication bottle in the image was upright, its label turned toward the camera.

Maya studied the details.

“This looks composed.”

“It happened.”

“Something happening and someone staging how it is remembered are different issues.”

Trevor’s petition contained more.

A statement from his sister, Caroline, described Rebecca as emotionally volatile and dependent on her father.

A former housekeeper said Rebecca sometimes stayed in bed until noon.

Trevor included text messages in which Rebecca wrote that she felt like disappearing.

The message had been sent during postpartum depression, eleven months after Emma’s birth.

Trevor omitted his response.

Stop being dramatic.

Rebecca’s own reply followed.

You’re right. Forget it.

The court scheduled an emergency custody hearing.

Until then, the existing no-contact order prevented Trevor from seeing Rebecca, but the family court had to determine whether and how he could have contact with Emma.

Maya advised Rebecca to obtain her medical records directly and accurately.

“Do not sanitize them,” she said. “If you had postpartum depression, we address it. Mental-health treatment does not make someone an unfit parent. Hiding treatment can make you look dishonest.”

Rebecca signed releases for her obstetrician, therapist, and primary-care physician.

The records showed that she had reported anxiety and insomnia after Emma’s birth. They also showed she followed treatment recommendations, attended appointments, and never reported thoughts of harming Emma.

One nursing note bothered her.

Patient states bruise on upper arm caused by carrying laundry basket into doorframe.

Rebecca remembered Trevor’s fingers.

He had grabbed her because she refused to cancel lunch with Richard.

She had lied to the nurse.

Correcting the lie now would not change the old record. It would create a new statement requiring scrutiny.

Maya arranged for Rebecca to give a detailed account to investigators with counsel present.

Rebecca described the arm bruise, the broken nursery door, the reckless driving, the financial control, and the way Trevor listened outside therapy sessions conducted by video.

“Why did you not disclose this at the time?” Detective Ortiz asked.

“Because every incident seemed small after it ended.”

“Did Trevor ever threaten to kill you?”

“No.”

“Did he threaten to take Emma?”

“Yes.”

“What did he say?”

“That no judge would give a child to a woman who couldn’t function without her father’s money.”

“Did he mention evidence?”

Rebecca looked at the photograph from the bathroom floor.

“He said he had proof of what I was really like.”

Police requested additional authority to examine Trevor’s devices and cloud accounts for evidence relevant to the assault, surveillance, and possible financial offenses. Warrants were limited in scope and required probable cause. Richard’s attorneys could not simply demand access.

The marital home remained secured.

Rebecca was permitted to return with a civil standby to collect clothing, prenatal records, Emma’s favorite blanket, and necessary personal items.

She entered beside an officer and an advocate.

The pale-blue living room had been cleaned.

The blood was gone.

The sofa cushions had been arranged.

Only a faint discoloration remained in the carpet where her tooth fragment had landed.

Rebecca’s body remembered before her mind did.

Her knees weakened.

The advocate asked whether she wanted to leave.

“No.”

She collected Emma’s clothes from the nursery.

Inside the white-noise machine on the dresser, something rattled.

Rebecca unplugged it and showed the officer.

A loose plastic panel had been cut into the back.

Inside was a memory card.

Rebecca stared at it.

“I didn’t put that there.”

The officer did not insert it into a computer. The device and card were photographed, packaged, and submitted for examination.

Before leaving, Rebecca opened the nursery closet.

Behind a stack of diaper boxes was a black hard drive labeled FAMILY ARCHIVE.

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A strip of masking tape across the side carried Trevor’s handwriting.

KEEP UNTIL R. BREAKS.

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