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Chapter 22 - My son writes to me

The first letter from Ethan was terrible.

I am sorry everything got out of control.

No.

Second:

I am sorry I pushed you harder than I intended.

Still no.

Third came almost a year later.

I pushed you.

Better.

You went through the glass because of what I did.

Better.

Then:

When I saw blood, I was still angry about the papers. I told you to leave instead of helping you. That is the part I understand least about myself.

I understood it.

He had been inside a state where winning still mattered more than injury.

Then:

I spent years thinking Dad’s money proved my value. When the trust said no, I experienced it as disrespect. When you said no, I treated you like an obstacle.

No request for forgiveness.

Then:

I am sorry I called the house mine while telling you the cottage was all you deserved.

I read that one three times.

Finally:

I do not expect contact. I wanted you to have an accurate sentence from me.

That mattered.

May you like

I did not answer.

Not yet.

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