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Chapter 7 - The wrist

The wrist injury happened twelve weeks before the stairs.

Less serious.

More revealing in hindsight.

Graham and I were arguing in our bedroom.

Judith had booked us into a family beach house for a week without asking.

I could not take the full week off work.

Graham said:

“Then come Friday.”

“I’m not using vacation days because your mother scheduled my life.”

“You make everything sound sinister.”

“I make calendars sound like calendars.”

I tried to leave the room.

He stood in the doorway.

“Finish the conversation.”

“I’m done.”

“No.”

That word from him felt different.

I stepped sideways.

He caught my right wrist.

“Graham.”

“Stop walking away.”

“Let go.”

I pulled.

He held.

I pulled harder.

My wrist struck the doorframe.

Pain.

He released immediately.

“Jesus.”

I cradled it.

He said:

“You did that.”

Technically, my hand hit the frame because I pulled.

His hand had been around my wrist because he decided I could not leave.

The next morning it was swollen.

I bought a brace.

Told my supervisor I slipped in the bathroom.

Why that lie?

It came instantly.

Maybe because bathroom slips sound ordinary.

Maybe because I had already absorbed the rule:

Private problems stay private.

The X-ray months later showed the tiny avulsion fracture had healed.

I had been carrying a broken wrist through work, dinner, laundry, emails, and Sunday meals while telling myself I was dramatic for staying angry.

That knowledge made me furious in the hospital.

Not only at Graham.

At myself.

Then I remembered what Dr. Mercer said.

“You don’t have to decide what word to use tonight.”

May you like

So I did not call myself stupid.

Not that night.

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