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Chapter 8 - The hidden phone

I found the old phone on day two.

A box of my things had been moved into the attic months earlier.

Old chargers.

Books.

College notebooks.

The phone was inside a zip pouch.

I charged it behind the mattress using the only outlet near the floor.

Battery health terrible.

No active service.

I almost turned it on immediately.

Then stopped.

If Michael saw light.

If Patricia found it.

I needed it more as evidence than comfort.

That is what I told myself.

At first I recorded only audio.

Patricia saying:

“She gets the feed whether she likes it or not.”

Michael:

“Keep your voice down.”

Another day:

Michael:

“If she looks too alert, people will say we’re exaggerating.”

Patricia:

“Then stop giving her coffee.”

“I’m not giving her coffee.”

“Exactly.”

Then something worse.

Patricia:

“She fights less after the evening mixture.”

Michael:

“Don’t say that on camera.”

Silence.

Those words frightened me.

What was in it?

I began pretending to swallow less? With tube feed that didn't make sense. I could clamp the tube occasionally, but she watched. I did not manipulate medical equipment significantly because I feared harming myself or the baby.

Instead I watched.

After certain feedings:

Heavier eyelids.

Confusion.

Dry mouth.

Memory gaps.

I wondered whether severe malnutrition caused it.

Could.

Pregnancy.

Dehydration.

Medication.

Could.

I needed testing.

Evidence.

Outside help.

But I had no reliable connection.

I tried calling 911 once from the attic.

The call failed.

Metal roof.

Weak signal.

I tried emergency text.

Failed.

I tried reaching the home network.

No usable Wi-Fi.

I could have screamed from the window.

I considered it.

The window opened only six inches because of a safety stop.

The nearest neighbor’s yard was across two fences.

Winter.

Windows closed.

I tapped on the glass one afternoon when Mrs. Caldwell’s dog barked outside.

Nothing.

So I recorded.

And waited.

I hated waiting.

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But I was not passive.

I was surviving inside the options I actually had.

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