Chapter 8 - The hidden phone

I found the old phone on day two.
A box of my things had been moved into the attic months earlier.
Old chargers.
Books.
College notebooks.
The phone was inside a zip pouch.
I charged it behind the mattress using the only outlet near the floor.
Battery health terrible.
No active service.
I almost turned it on immediately.
Then stopped.
If Michael saw light.
If Patricia found it.
I needed it more as evidence than comfort.
That is what I told myself.
At first I recorded only audio.
Patricia saying:
“She gets the feed whether she likes it or not.”
Michael:
“Keep your voice down.”
Another day:
Michael:
“If she looks too alert, people will say we’re exaggerating.”
Patricia:
“Then stop giving her coffee.”
“I’m not giving her coffee.”
“Exactly.”
Then something worse.
Patricia:
“She fights less after the evening mixture.”
Michael:
“Don’t say that on camera.”
Silence.
Those words frightened me.
What was in it?
I began pretending to swallow less? With tube feed that didn't make sense. I could clamp the tube occasionally, but she watched. I did not manipulate medical equipment significantly because I feared harming myself or the baby.
Instead I watched.
After certain feedings:
Heavier eyelids.
Confusion.
Dry mouth.
Memory gaps.
I wondered whether severe malnutrition caused it.
Could.
Pregnancy.
Dehydration.
Medication.
Could.
I needed testing.
Evidence.
Outside help.
But I had no reliable connection.
I tried calling 911 once from the attic.
The call failed.
Metal roof.
Weak signal.
I tried emergency text.
Failed.
I tried reaching the home network.
No usable Wi-Fi.
I could have screamed from the window.
I considered it.
The window opened only six inches because of a safety stop.
The nearest neighbor’s yard was across two fences.
Winter.
Windows closed.
I tapped on the glass one afternoon when Mrs. Caldwell’s dog barked outside.
Nothing.
So I recorded.
And waited.
I hated waiting.
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But I was not passive.
I was surviving inside the options I actually had.