Chapter 2 - The result

For several seconds nobody spoke.
I looked at the paper.
Numbers.
Abbreviations.
Units.
Nothing I understood well enough to justify the fear moving through me.
“What is it?”
Dr. Rowe pulled a chair closer.
“The first screen detected a sedating medication that is not part of Ella’s prescribed treatment and is not something we administered here.”
Margaret said immediately:
“Those tests can be wrong.”
Dr. Rowe nodded.
“Screening tests can produce false positives. That is why a confirmatory laboratory test has already been sent.”
“Then you don’t know.”
“I know enough to treat the finding seriously.”
I asked:
“What kind of medication?”
“A first-generation antihistamine with a strong sedating effect.”
I stared.
“For allergies?”
“In older children and adults, medications in that class may be used for several purposes. They are not appropriate as a sleep aid for an eight-month-old.”
My stomach turned.
“I didn’t give her that.”
“I know what you reported.”
“No. I mean I don’t even have anything like that.”
Luke said:
“We have allergy medicine.”
“For you,” I snapped.
He flinched.
Dr. Rowe raised a hand.
“We will sort out household products carefully. Right now I’m not accusing either parent. But the estimated timing matters.”
Margaret shifted.
“What timing?”
“Based on her symptoms, the emergency-response timeline, and the preliminary concentration, exposure most likely occurred before Sarah returned home.”
I stopped.
“What?”
“You told us you returned at approximately 6:05.”
“Yes.”
“Paramedics arrived at 6:41.”
“Yes.”
“The degree of sedation was already advanced by then.”
My mouth went dry.
Margaret had been with Ella until 5:45.
Luke looked at his mother.
She saw him.
“What?”
No one answered.
Margaret’s voice sharpened.
“What are you looking at me for?”
I whispered:
“You were with her.”
“So?”
“For four hours.”
“I fed her. Changed her. Put her down for a nap.”
Dr. Rowe said:
“Did you give Ella any medicine, drops, supplements, herbal products, teething preparations, or anything added to food or formula?”
“No.”
Too fast.
He heard it too.
“Nothing?”
“Nothing.”
Luke said:
“Mom.”
She turned.
“What?”
He looked terrified.
Not surprised.
Terrified.
That distinction hit me.
“What aren’t you telling me?”
Luke stared at the floor.
“Sarah—”
“What aren’t you telling me?”
Dr. Rowe interrupted.
“This needs to move carefully. Because Ella is an infant and we have a suspected nonaccidental medication exposure, hospital social work and child protective services will be notified. Law enforcement may also be contacted.”
Margaret laughed once.
“This is ridiculous.”
Dr. Rowe did not react.
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“No, Mrs. Bennett. A baby nearly stopped breathing with an unprescribed sedating drug in her system. It is not ridiculous.”
She went pale.